Well fuck me. What the fucking HELL did I do to make YOU block me on Facebook... So much for staying friends after you DUMPED my brother. I seriously have my feelings hurt now. Wow so many times this week. I think I will just stay home all weekend clean my house and just avoid people. All that seems to be happening to me is people hurting my feelings. It's fucking bullshit. Here I am crying again... fuck that shit.
Ya know what, I usually could care less what people think of me, but I just found out that I've been blocked by someone who I never ever, ever thought would do that and it hurts my fucking feelings. For the record I NEVER fed any info or pictures or anything like that from MY facebook to my brother, who is NOT on facebook. I never told my brother that you had a new boyfriend, he found out on his own. I kept my mouth shut, I did what I thought was fair to you and my brother. I wished you well, and THOUGHT we could still maintain some semblance of a relationship albeit different than it was at one time. I cant even begin to say how much this hurts my feelings. I mean I get it you guys broke up, called off the wedding and you've moved on with your life and that's great. I can see why you don't want to communicate with me anymore or have me as a friend on here, but even a little text or message saying "Hey I've gotta do this, hope you understand" would have been nice. I would probably not even have noticed if you unfriended me but since we have mutual friends, I see that you have either deactivated your account or blocked me. I just want to say that I have never trash talked you to anybody. Even when my brother and I have talked about the things that happened and the breakup. I feel like I am living through this break up along with my brother. We all feel the sense of loss and I guess this just makes it absolute. Believe me, I understand this very well, people break up, people get hurt and one person eventually moves on faster than the other. I just hope that you know I never tried to do anything to hurt you or your family. I will get over this as it is minuscule in the grand scheme of things, but I just wanted to put it out there that I am shocked and even hurt to find this out.
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